Hello readers :3

HAHAHA I just can't sleep tonight... welp, college is back again~!

sinasabaw gumawa ng stuff again gaya ng assignments and paper works XDDD


Welp, i'm just distracted with this blog XD gotta go back with ze paperworks im doin'


Byeeee~!

End Of Line?

Hello sa makakabasa nito XD


I just want to blog here what's boggling my mind tonight, hehehe,


It's been a long time trying to reach out dun sa mga taong walang mapagsabihan ng problema, secrets and sama ng loob. Yes. Gusto ko maging labasan ng mga saloobin ng mga taong walang mapagsabihan ng kanilang sama ng loob and what-so-ever, hindi naman ako nag rereklamo about that. natutuwa naman ako pag may natutulungan akong friend or other people about their problems sa life nila.


Alam ko yung hirap ng wala kang mapagsabihan ng nararamdaman mo, the moment you want to share something to others but you really can't you're afraid people will immediately judge you and will not listen why are you doing such things or why you are hiding ze secrets. Hindi ako manhid sa mga taong may tinatagong malalim na problema. Nakikita ko naman through their eyes kung may pangamba sila or they're afraid of something.


I'm always telling them that they can trust me about those things. I can keep secrets, and  I don't know why I like keeping secrets... It's like my addiction na din siguro, I'm addicted of keeping secrets of other people ata XD. Well, everyone knows what does it feel like pag may napagsasabihan ka ng secrets mo, nakakagaan ng loob at nakakabunot ng tinik sa leeg kung baga.


Hindi lang naman secrets, also problems din as I said. I help people by voluntary giving my hand or give them a temporary comfort and support sa kanila, lalo na sa mga sensitive problems.

Hahahaha... I like being "Takbuhan ng bayan" and be like a "Kuya" or Big Brother to them. I want to help this people... na walang matakbuhan at masabihan ng problema kahit mga kapatid or pamilya... kagaya ko...

Yep, Kagaya ko. wala matakbuhan, wala mapagsabihan... facing sensitive problems on my own din... wala eh... kuya eh XD kailangan maging matatag para hindi bumigay ang sarili, dahil ito na lang ang inaasahan ko natutulong sa mga problema ko din... Ang sarili ko :3


Why end of line? I wanted to be the end of the lines of their problems and being silent and facing their problems on their own. I WANT TO MAKE THIS PEOPLE FEEL THAT THEY ARE NOT ALONE, I WANT THIS PEOPLE LIKE ME NA MAY TAONG GUSTO SUMUPORTA SA KANILA AT MAY HANDANG MAKINIG SA KANILA NG WALANG JUDGEMENTS NA KASAMA AT MASISIGURADO NA HINDI SILA TATRAYDURIN.

One thing too, I don't want to trust people dahil na dala na ako sa pagtitiwala sa kanila... ilang beses na akong linaglag ng mga tao at iniwan sa ere at turing sa akin ay hindi ako kilala dahil ikinahihiya ako or jinudge ako agad sa pagiging sarili ko...


I want to close this blog post with a reminder:

There's always a person who is willing to listen to you whatever, whenever, or whoever your problem is... but choose wisely to whom you'll going to share your secrets... and make sure they're credible of it... trust me... naranasaan ko na malaglag ng taong pinagkakatiwalaan, at ayaw ko na may makaranas nun...


Goodnight guys~!
If there's someone having a problem and they chose you about it... Keep it, and wag mo siya ilalaglag
And make yourself the End of line.