Hello readers :3

HAHAHA I just can't sleep tonight... welp, college is back again~!

sinasabaw gumawa ng stuff again gaya ng assignments and paper works XDDD


Welp, i'm just distracted with this blog XD gotta go back with ze paperworks im doin'


Byeeee~!

End Of Line?

Hello sa makakabasa nito XD


I just want to blog here what's boggling my mind tonight, hehehe,


It's been a long time trying to reach out dun sa mga taong walang mapagsabihan ng problema, secrets and sama ng loob. Yes. Gusto ko maging labasan ng mga saloobin ng mga taong walang mapagsabihan ng kanilang sama ng loob and what-so-ever, hindi naman ako nag rereklamo about that. natutuwa naman ako pag may natutulungan akong friend or other people about their problems sa life nila.


Alam ko yung hirap ng wala kang mapagsabihan ng nararamdaman mo, the moment you want to share something to others but you really can't you're afraid people will immediately judge you and will not listen why are you doing such things or why you are hiding ze secrets. Hindi ako manhid sa mga taong may tinatagong malalim na problema. Nakikita ko naman through their eyes kung may pangamba sila or they're afraid of something.


I'm always telling them that they can trust me about those things. I can keep secrets, and  I don't know why I like keeping secrets... It's like my addiction na din siguro, I'm addicted of keeping secrets of other people ata XD. Well, everyone knows what does it feel like pag may napagsasabihan ka ng secrets mo, nakakagaan ng loob at nakakabunot ng tinik sa leeg kung baga.


Hindi lang naman secrets, also problems din as I said. I help people by voluntary giving my hand or give them a temporary comfort and support sa kanila, lalo na sa mga sensitive problems.

Hahahaha... I like being "Takbuhan ng bayan" and be like a "Kuya" or Big Brother to them. I want to help this people... na walang matakbuhan at masabihan ng problema kahit mga kapatid or pamilya... kagaya ko...

Yep, Kagaya ko. wala matakbuhan, wala mapagsabihan... facing sensitive problems on my own din... wala eh... kuya eh XD kailangan maging matatag para hindi bumigay ang sarili, dahil ito na lang ang inaasahan ko natutulong sa mga problema ko din... Ang sarili ko :3


Why end of line? I wanted to be the end of the lines of their problems and being silent and facing their problems on their own. I WANT TO MAKE THIS PEOPLE FEEL THAT THEY ARE NOT ALONE, I WANT THIS PEOPLE LIKE ME NA MAY TAONG GUSTO SUMUPORTA SA KANILA AT MAY HANDANG MAKINIG SA KANILA NG WALANG JUDGEMENTS NA KASAMA AT MASISIGURADO NA HINDI SILA TATRAYDURIN.

One thing too, I don't want to trust people dahil na dala na ako sa pagtitiwala sa kanila... ilang beses na akong linaglag ng mga tao at iniwan sa ere at turing sa akin ay hindi ako kilala dahil ikinahihiya ako or jinudge ako agad sa pagiging sarili ko...


I want to close this blog post with a reminder:

There's always a person who is willing to listen to you whatever, whenever, or whoever your problem is... but choose wisely to whom you'll going to share your secrets... and make sure they're credible of it... trust me... naranasaan ko na malaglag ng taong pinagkakatiwalaan, at ayaw ko na may makaranas nun...


Goodnight guys~!
If there's someone having a problem and they chose you about it... Keep it, and wag mo siya ilalaglag
And make yourself the End of line.

"Ang Number one fan mo"

4:30pm... Kada lingon ko sa orasan ay mas lalo bumabagal ang bawat segundo. Nag-aantay ng uwian na. nakapagpasa na rin ako ng resignation letter sa hr namin at muhka namang maaapprove ng HR department at ng aming bossing. Lumapit sa akin ang kaofficemate ko, at tinanong ako kung sino kadate ko ngayon valentine's day. Hindi ko binanggit kung sino pero sinabi ko di kayo maniniwala pero secret, malalaman nyo na lang.


nang pumatak ang 5:00pm, dali-dali akong umalis sa opisina at dumaan sa Dangwa (bilihan ng bulaklak sa manila) at naghanap ng rosas na asul at pink, dahil alam kong paborito mo ang ganun. dumaan na din pala ako kaninang lunch break sa blue magic para bilihan ka ng stuff toy na pusa dahil nacucute-tan ka sa pusa. Kumuha narin ako ng mga scented candles na amoy lavander dahil narerelax ka sa amoy na lavander. Naeexcite na ako umuwi para makapiling ka ngayong valentines day.

Nakakailang nga lang bumili ngayon dahil tinitignan ako ng tindera ng bulaklak dahil may pasa ako sa bandang kilay dahil sa iyo, pero okay lang dahil mahal na mahal kita. Nang maiabot ng ale sa akin ang sukli, pumara ako ng taxi para mas mabilis at di malanta ang mga bulaklak.


Kada kilometro papalapit sa bahay, ako ay kinikilig at kinakabahan. Hindi ko alam pero naririnig ko ang matamis mong pangalan na tinitibok ng aking puso. o sadyang naririnig ko lang ang pangalan mo sa radio? Ah basta hindi na ako makapag-antay.


Pagbaba ko ng taxi, kinuha ko ang aking mga dalahin at inabutan si manong driver ng isang libo at hindi ko na kinuha ang sukli sa kanya. Nagmamadali ako at ako ay naligo, nag-ayos, nag prepare ng lamesa natin sa lumang kwarto sa ilalim ng aming bahay. nagsaboy ako ng petals ng rosas at nag sindi ng kandila pa gumanda ang ambiance ng kwarto. Kailangan maging perpekto ang lahat dahil matagal ko na itong pinaghahandaan at inaantay.


Pinuntahan kita sa kwarto, alam kong gutom ka na at batong bato ka na, pasensya na kung walang cable dito sa bahay at nakikita mo lang sa tv ay pangalan mo. sinuklayan ko ang kanyang mahabang buhok na amoy cinnamon at pinunasan ang eyeliner mo sa mapupungay mong mata. Dahil tuloy malikot ka nagulo tuloy ang lipstick sa perpektong labi mo na matagal na matagal ko nang inaasam halikan.

Dahil nahihirapan kang maglakad, ika'y binuhat ko papunta sa basement. inuupo kita sa harap ng lamesa kung saan natin pag-uusapan ang mga bagay na gusto ko ikwento at sabihin sayo ang aking nararamdaman nung una palang kita makita sa TV, paano ako patay na patay sa'yo, sinusundan ka lagi at pinapangarap mangyari tong moment na'to.

Ngunit, muhkang hindi mo nagustuhan ang aking inhanda, ako'y iyong dinuraan at sinipa na ikinatumba ko at dahilan kaya't lahat natapon ang nasa lamesa. ang silab ng kandila ay dahan dahan gumapang sa tela na ginawa kong tablecloth na tanging alaala ko sa aking ina. Ako ay iyong minura at sinabihan mo nang masama, sabi mo pa nga wala akong kwenta, isa akong demonyo, at ang dapat sa akin ay mamatay. Nandilim ang aking paningin, hindi ko alam ang nangyari, nang lumiwanag, ako ay nasa iyong harapan, ikaw ay sumusuka ng dugo at nang ako'y lumayo... kamay ko ay duguan ay may kutsilyong nakabaon sa iyo sikmura. hindi lang sa sikmura, may sugat ka din sa iyong dibdib at tagiliran.

Bago malagot ang iyong hininga, iyong sinambit sa akin ang katagang: "Mamatay kang demonyo ka, hayop ka! HAYOP!". Ako ay humihingi ng kapatawaran sa harap mo nun pero hindi mo na ako pinapansin, ang luha ko ay umaagos sa akin mata.

Binunot ko dahan-dahan ang kutsilyo sa iyong sikmura at tinitignan ang talim ng kutsilyo. Dinilaan ko ang dugo mo sa kutsilyo para matikman ang lasa ng dugo mo. SIGURO GINAWA MO TO DAHIL GUSTO MO LUMAYO SA AKIN NO? HAHAHAHA! PWES KAHIT SAAN KA MAGPUNTA SUSUNOD AKO SAYO! agad kong binaon sa aking tyan ang patalim at hinugot ulit at isinaksak ulit ngunit muhkang hindi epektibo kaya dahan dahan kong hiniwaan ang aking leeg abot lalamunan habang ako ay tumatawa at isinigaw ko na " SUSUNDAN KITA KAHIT SAAN KA MAGPUNTA". Nagmamahal, Ang Number one fan mo.





Hahahahaha! Hi guys, I just made this short story, XD I'm sorry kung ganito ka creepy utak but this story is completely fiction except dun sa sinaksak and so don't worry, Im not a psychopath. Medyo lang. So I just want to share this to you.

If you want to share this story, just give credits to my work or else ikaw isusunod ko. hihihihi

Have a Good Day guys~! thank you for reading~!



Copyright © Dexter Ellis Mirasol

New me? or New Environment lang?

Deadpool Box From TheBoxshakerShop

Hi readers... (kung meron man)

It's been a long time nung huling post ko dito sa aking blog :3

Welp, Many things happened to me :3


lemme start at... Hmm...


1. Mama and Papa!

Umuwi si Mama and Papa from their works~! after 4 years nagkasama-sama ulit kami <3 hart hart XD

na-enjoy naman namin yung vacation nila dito sa Pinas :3


2. I got my new toy :3

Papa bought me a new camera~! (finally) lol

I'm still playing with it and my sample shot is this:

3. NyanCon 2015

Our Cosplay event held in Robinson's Antipolo wuz very successful~!

<3 <3 <3

And it's waaaaaaaay Epic~!


4. Goodbye...

Lola Trining passed away the night before our event in Antipolo... It's hard to focus at that time... but the nyan must go on... I miss her so much.

5. Sabaw FM!

Our podcast on spreaker~!

It started in a chatbox on Facebook dahil sa voice recording and wala kami nun magawa, then out of a joke gumawa daw kami ng podcast and gagawing radio ng CA.

so, tinotohanan ko yung joke. I created an account on Spreaker then boom! it became coco crunch XD

3rd week na namin air this week then may mga naging guest na kami...


THIS GIRL MADE OUR RATINGS CRAZY!

Kung kilala nyo sya... LOL

Sya yung ginawa namin special guest nung tortang thursday episode, our ratings went to the space XDDDD

well, THANK YOU SA BABAENG NASA PHOTO XD

so yeah... yung lang maiishare ko...


After this post, things will start to change na... New me, new gameplay, new character...

I feel being alone right now tho, and everything is slowly fading...

welp, wala eh XD


SO NEXT TIME ULIT SA SUSUNOD NA BLOG KO
magkekwento ako ng mga kasabawan ulit!


By The Way... Please listen to our PodCast It is SABAW FM

Every weeknights, Monday-Friday 10pm on Spreaker

Monday Monay - Mga hugot katanungan
Tuesday toot - May male guest kami lagi
Wednesday bulalo - Sabawan moments lang ng mga DJ
Tortang Thursday - Female Guest as always XD
Fishy Friday - Yolo  XD


byeee~!
see you to my next blog :3



Belated Happy Birthday to me :3

I'm a warrior with a cardboard shield and a wooden sword...

Bully... yup we all know what is a bully... but do you know how it feels being bullied? If no, maybe you're the one who bullies someone... someone who is your classmate or schoolmate, some kid in your neighborhood, or weird co-worker in your office.

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Being bullies is not easy, it affects the emotional condition of a person, Physical health, and self-esteem.

I'm a victim of bullying since I was in kindergarten, and I can't forget every time I got bullied and threaten by this jerks.

I remember when I was in kindergarten, My parents decided to move to a rent-apartment just near the market in our place. Technically, I was moved to an another school. I don't even know anyone there.(Btw, if you guys knows "goyong", he's my schoolmate in that school). Everyone was laughing at me in that school, I got no friends... I'm a slow writer (maybe until now) because of that they we're laughing at me. I'm afraid to write when I was a kid, kasi baka pagtawanan ako dahil mabagal ako magsulat na inaabot ako ng 7 minutes para isulat ang whole name ko nun. I can still remember everytime there's an activity for the class, if you're the first one to finish writing the activity, you'll going to have a magic pencil. I've always wanted to have that pencil because it look awesome. Kahit Ilang beses ko subukan mauna, I still can't do it.

After kinder, my parents decided to move to my father's parent(my grandparents). I was grade 1 by that time we move in Marikina. Nag improve na yung writing skills ko. My grade one experience is not that bad, but until I got in to grade 2. I got a this classmate, he's bigger than me. He always makes fun of me, took things from me and place it on a higher place where I can't reach it. Everyone is also laughing at that time because I'm the only one who can't manage to memorize the mulitiplication table... Until now.

We returned to Antipolo and studied here. I also got bullied here. bullies from an arcade near our house trying to get money from me, at school who always do practical jokes at me, and classmates laughing at me because I look like a loser. Even though I'm a grandson of known politician, I experienced bullying also. I remember when I was in grade 5, there was a grade 6 who keeps poking my back with his drumstick ( I was in a marching band before). I got pissed and hit him with my snare drum. and that was the first time I fight back. It felt great but, I feel sorry because I don't even mean it. after that, no one tried to bully me anymore.

Even in my high school years... I also got bullied too, but only in first year because I met my bestfriend when I was in 2nd year.

I got hard time building my self-esteem, I almost commit suicide many times because of being bullied. But I keep telling myself, suicide is no option to make yourself better. It's not a solution too. People will always laugh at you, but when you became successful and show them that the one they're calling loser, were the one who will inherit the earth.

I still got this trust issues and still question myself if am I even worthy. but still... i'm proud to be a bully survivor :3

Bewbs...

Hello reader!

Merry Christmas~!!!!

It's christmas guys, and it's christmas break...

I spend my time just watching youtube and stuff from the world of internet, eat non-stop, and playing video games...

I know it's kinda weird that the title of my right now... 

I managed to finish watching an anime (finally I finished something)

I finished watching Super Sonico... I watched it because I'm intrigued why Tony liked her so much...

Tony told me she likes Sonico because of the perfectness of her body...
 O RLY Tuneh?


It has twelve episodes and I watched it on youtube (click here to watch).
I like the story and randomness of Super Sonico the animation. I watched because of the Plot... seriously because of the plot!

Super Sonico is an eighteen year old college student, a part-time gravure model, and a guitarist of a band named "First Astronomical Velocity".

Gravure photo shoot from the ep. 1

First astronomical velocity band

 She has a cherry red Gibson SG electric guitar and named "daydream"

 Sonico is a heavy sleeper... it's really hard to wake her up, even she has 4 alarm clocks beside her bed and known as the late-comer in the class.

She likes cats and that's one of the reason why she adopted the 5 cats. These cats helps her to wake herself every morning...

Men

Shu

Ajitama

Cha

Naruto

Sonico has Manager named Kitamura. he is a tall man with orange-yellow flame-styled hair and always wearing a hannya mask and carrying a katana on his back, under his coat. He is particularly protective of Sonico, ready to strike at anyone threatening or attempting something inappropriate with her. When not defending Sonico, he is friendly. Despite his demon mask, he is gregarious, loquacious and actively seeks modeling work for Sonico, sometimes over-committing her.

Manager Kitamura

 (btw... I Manager kitamura is in my Cosplan for 2015)

Sonico likes Macaroons, and rock music...

She's into rock like her grandmother who runs a bar in their town in the shopping center.

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seriously... I only watched this anime for the plot... believe me!

The New Restart~!

Hello guys~!


DO you still remember The Boxshaker Production?

yung team ng mga sabaw na tao, pero maabilidad at tamad masipag? XD

Yup~! we know na nagsara na sya last April 2013... wanna know why?

hahaha nope... ain't gonna tell... but...


The Boxshaker is back but not as a production team...

But as a Shop~!

Tama! Shop~!

Don't worry, hindi shabu binebenta namin... customize boxes na handmade, bottle charms, and some random stuff na galing japan, at sa mga indie artist sa marikina at antipolo.

This Box... 

This bmo's size is large :3 and it's so cute~!

and we got bottle charms...

Shroooooooms~!!!

and you can choose designs~!

If you like to order from our shop, just visit our FB page


-----> Click here to check out our shop <-----

watch out for more items our shop will release~!

We sell, unique and rare products only~! :3

see you guys around cons and bazaars~! ^u^

I would like to thank Perkee for helping us to start from scratch to yolo mid air